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PantherRaider

PantherRaider

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No one fuckin cares

I got a fuckin covid fever and I'm on the verge of homelessness again. I did get a job but I don't if I can even stand right now. I'm not a college educated business man like most of you all here. That's why I don't post much I can't write coherent educated thoughts. Go ahead Bones change my name to RaiderGump. Still a better love story than Dummy Mcidiot.


I have have to do real low level shit to get by. My parents were two shit for brains alcoholics that didn't prepare me for shit. I'm like Jesse Pinkman it took me awhile to learn how to think.I don't drink or smoke but thinking about starting because fuck it.

Please don't think I'm asking for money or anything. I'm a hard head I'll find a way if I can. You all can make fun of this shit, I know you will. That might actually put a smile on my face.

I'm kind loony with this fever I'm just hoping I don' get the lung fluid.That's really making paranoid because I already have some lung problems.

I was working produce at the local Brookshire market.And My supervisor had covid, now I got this shit. I was getting yelled at for not pricing loose bananas for two dollars. My co-worker Dave made sure I kept the potato sacks straight to the precise atomic measurements. I'm not joking the guy is insane. FML

Sorry about my paragraphs Crow, I'm a fuckin dumb ass alright. I don't even if they are paragraphs or letters just all bunched up together.

Love you all...Go Raiders...I'll live with the regret of posting this but that's me right now. I just don't want to die to this fucking covid shit right now.

Fall down seven times stand up eight. Or watch the Raiders continue to have losing seasons, pick the wrong guy in the draft. Fire and hire new coaches and still have that koolaid feeling when the season starts.
 
PantherRaider said:
No one fuckin cares

I got a fuckin covid fever and I'm on the verge of homelessness again. I did get a job but I don't if I can even stand right now. I'm not a college educated business man like most of you all here. That's why I don't post much I can't write coherent educated thoughts. Go ahead Bones change my name to RaiderGump. Still a better love story than Dummy Mcidiot.


I have have to do real low level shit to get by. My parents were two shit for brains alcoholics that didn't prepare me for shit. I'm like Jesse Pinkman it took me awhile to learn how to think.I don't drink or smoke but thinking about starting because fuck it.

Please don't think I'm asking for money or anything. I'm a hard head I'll find a way if I can. You all can make fun of this shit, I know you will. That might actually put a smile on my face.

I'm kind loony with this fever I'm just hoping I don' get the lung fluid.That's really making paranoid because I already have some lung problems.

I was working produce at the local Brookshire market.And My supervisor had covid, now I got this shit. I was getting yelled at for not pricing loose bananas for two dollars. My co-worker Dave made sure I kept the potato sacks straight to the precise atomic measurements. I'm not joking the guy is insane. FML

Sorry about my paragraphs Crow, I'm a fuckin dumb ass alright. I don't even if they are paragraphs or letters just all bunched up together.

Love you all...Go Raiders...I'll live with the regret of posting this but that's me right now. I just don't want to die to this fucking covid shit right now.

Fall down seven times stand up eight. Or watch the Raiders continue to have losing seasons, pick the wrong guy in the draft. Fire and hire new coaches and still have that koolaid feeling when the season starts.
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Hang in there buddy.
 
Covid sucks. Sorry to hear about your struggles. It’s okay to feel low sometimes but don’t get so low that it’s more work to get back up.
 
I'm good,I got some medicines and orange juice. Fighting the stomach right now and fever. I don't think I'm going to die. It does seem to kick in at night like a bitch. I did get hired by a previous employer and I get to work nights. I'm going to do some studying in the daytime. I gotta start working on trying to get a good job in Dallas.
 
Yeah I'm still fighting this shit. I know I'm not the only here that's had to contend with this virus. I was going to post in the Covid thread but I see it's locked.

I had a bit of self pitty party yesterday. Hey I'm human but I'm back to rational thought today. The fever really was making me loopy. And when I get loopy the self deprecation kicks in.
 
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Take care of yourself man. I don’t mean this in a dickhead sort of way but talking to someone might be a good thing. This last 18 months has been a mofo for everyone.
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I understand and I don't that's dickhead at all. Yeah it's been very tough, people have lost or are losing loved ones. I probably will get a therapist or someone to help me keep my head on right. Hopefully someday this will all clear up.
 
What was I right about? I keep score, so I want to make sure I'm understanding you correctly.
 
As for this stuff...

PantherRaider said:
I'm not a college educated business man like most of you all here. That's why I don't post much I can't write coherent educated thoughts.
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PantherRaider said:
My parents were two shit for brains alcoholics that didn't prepare me for shit. I'm like Jesse Pinkman
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My rants and rambles are the product of a GED level education and whatever libation is handy. And the only reason I got that piece of paper is because it was a requirement of the juvenile delinquent detention center I won a fabulous vacation to because, as my probation officer so eloquently phrased it, I was "Not a bad kid. Just fucking stupid."

We're all dumb enough to still be following this team, so obviously education ain't all it's cracked up to be.

I still haven't caught the 'rona, though. So maybe I'm one step ahead of you.


Get well soon, ya big dummy.
 
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Dude, take it from someone with two college degrees, a lack of degrees doesn't mean jack for intelligence and the ability to articulate thoughts. Some of the dumbest and most idiotic people I work with have advanced degrees. George Washington didn't have a college degree. Say what you want to say. My great grandfather had to drop out of school in ninth grade to support his family. The man became a treasurer in his church and read advanced theology for fun.

You got this. Praying for you and PM me whenever.
 
Took me about 16 years and several direction changes to finally finish college and I’d probably be better off financially had I just stayed an electrician. Most of the people I know that I’d consider well off either work in the trades as contractors or work in sales anyway, neither of which really require a degree. I’ve never pushed college on my kids either. It’s actually kind of pointless if you’re not ready or really into it. That said, it’s never too late either if college is the goal. I signed up for a class this fall to feel out whether I want to move into a different direction.
 
Trades are a seriously overlooked area, due to the myth that you have to have a degree to be successful. My kids will attend the Community College I work at for a couple of reasons. 1) It'll be $10/semester. 2) My daughter can get into advanced welding courses. My son can take more film courses or decide what he wants to do with his life.

Degrees are not the end all, be all that they used to be. I've got a degree and my wife calls me a dumbass all the time. LOL
 
1. It took me eight years of college to earn a Ph.D. that nobody gives two shits if I have or not.

2. Having COVID-19 sucks. Having sepsis is even suckier.

3. I hope you're feeling better. I, too, have pity parties for myself on occasion. I'm not always this sweet and charming.
 
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